05
Dec
2010

True Hanukkah Miracle!

My cats are finally crapping in the cat genie litter box! Nice. Happy Birthday to my Mom too! WOW if she wanted the gift of me never handling cat litter – she got it :)

21
Nov
2010

Crafts and Candlemaking

Taking the day off to hang with my Goddaughter and make some candle crafts. We’re having fun and life is good!

03
Nov
2010

Hardest Steps To Take Sometimes

It’s very clear to me now – Please read this aloud with me – “We will get more of what we want when we avoid others who don’t ‘get’ what we want” – WOW. This year has been very challenging in that most of my necessary personal progresses has involved terminating an unhealthy relationship that has been shadowing my success and ability to enjoy my life to its fullest. The more I do this the better I get at it but it’s not an easy process by any means. I’m so blessed for this year’s clarity.

My upbringing seems to have encouraged some allowance for acceptable relationship toxicity and I am learning to unravel this horrible process. My parents taught me that love comes includes abuse. It’s taken me 40 years to understand that life exists so much better without this. I have to look at toxic relationships like this – think of a swimming pool, now think of having 100 friends over to a party and 3 are known for peeing in your pool, wouldn’t it ruin everything? OK maybe not my best analogy but I prefer keeping my emotional pool pee free! My realization is that I have very few people who for reasons aware or not are getting in the way of my success and happiness – it’s hard to end relationships, yet once I terminate these toxic ones, I feel an almost immediate opening for more greatness. I’ve been so lucky, I have awesome friends – and a few jerks, including relatives who I’m learning to avoid like the plague…

31
Oct
2010

Happy Halloween End of Month!

WOW – this year is definitely ticking quickly – I am aware from these reminders to constantly get my game more in gear. Not doing any trick or treating tonight but having a nice sushi dinner with my mom and focusing on end of month goals while I prepare for a crazy 60 day countdown – life is good and I’m having fun!